leona lewis- yesterday

I just cant believe your gone
still waitin for mornin to come
when i see if the sun will rise,
in the way that your by my side
well we got so much in store
tell me what is it im reaching for
when were through building memories
ill hold yesterday in my heart
in my heart
they can take tomorrow
and the plans we made
they can take the music
that we never play
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away, but they can
never have yesterday
they can take the future
that we'll never know
they can take the places
that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday
you always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
heaven knows what the future holds,
or least where the story goes
I never believed untill now
I know il see you again im sure
no its not selfish to ask for more
one more night one more day
one more smile on your face
but they cant take yesterday
they can take tomorrow
and the plans we made
they can take the music
that we never play
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future
that we'll never know
they can take the places
that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever
but it wasnt our destiny
cause in my mind we had so much time,
but i was so wrong
no i can believe that
I can still find the strengh
in the moments we made
I'm lookin back on yesterday

2009-02-15..情人节后的第一天

寂寞の夜晚


***心中有时会莫名的想念你..
却没打算过想要得到你..


能不能让我得到真正的爱..
好像改变..好像改变自己..
就让一切重头开始..
做一切的解释..这些都不必..
麻木了一切世上的无谓..
只要得到..我什么都愿意..



好想你唱给我听..
我是在强逼自己..
这是不可能的事情..
我的右手,没有你的左手握..

好想要你对我说..
永远留在我身边..
保护着我..

为什么我老是那么寂寞..
身边没有你陪伴我..
情人节都是一个人过..
就算朋友问我..
我只回答没什么..

我多想你懂..
懂我的心在想什么..
能不能~
就让我的手,碰进你的心中..




老逞强的自己..
这次想要你的拥抱..
可是知道不能得到..
你属于别人..你看见的也是别人..

我只能躲在小角落..
我无处可躲..
为什么每个人都要欺负我..
能不能想想我的感受..

我从来很少快乐的过..
这谁又会懂..
我都因为寂寞而难过..
好想要你来陪伴我..



要提醒自己不能难过..
也不能哭在雨中..
我忍着我的痛..
我忍着别人怎样对我..

嘿~都算了..
想想还是不要勉强你来保护我..
不想要你将来会看到狼狈的我..
也不怎么期望你会懂..

无形中..
脸旁已有泪..
怎么我不能撑过..
就是敌不过..

我累了~我投降了..
但心里坚持着..
想要你注意到我..
傻着傻着..
说话又开始矛盾了..

又在幻想你牵起我的手..
然后嘴对嘴触碰..
又想要你说会保护我..
会安慰我..

当知道是自己想的..
突然,眼泪又要流..

是假的..没错~
在梦中醒了..
你已属于别人了..(可能吧~)
挽留不回了..